when i was in jamaica my dad offered to let my bro and me live there. i wanted it to happen cuz i havent lived with my mother for years and it was about time i went back to her i miss her soooooo much. so i was praying for it and gradually began to believe more and more that that is what God wanted for me. i didnt know if it was me telling myself what i wanted to hear but i sure now. cuz dad said i'm goin. but it's just me cuz my bro is staying with my father.

i felt the spirit alot because these days i've been reading my bible and praying alot more than usual which i think is a very good thing... and everytime i felt the spirit there was a strong feelling inside me that just assured that i'd be going.

i named this Psalm 37:4 cuz it says that if u delight in the Lord He'll grant u the desires of your heart. so i read my bible and prayed and did everything i could to get into the position in which i could delight in HIm. so i got 2 great things outta this whole experience. i'm going to jamaica to be with my mommy and my faith and love for God has grown even more!!!! i'm so thankful for the latter!! His presence and the joy in my heart is so overwhelming that i just had to share this with you ppl. i wanted to ppl here for advice and comfort while this whole thing was goin on but i felt that this was between me and God....cuz i need to learn to trust and believe Him more. and i thank HIm for each and everytime He allows me to be broken cuz when he fixes me i'm always far better than before!!!

GOD IS GOOD!!! AAAALLLLLLLL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD bless yall